[ There's a pause, the briefest of silences, and then he speaks up again. ]
Okay. Then we won't use it.
[ Simple as that. Hinata doesn't want him to be uncomfortable, doesn't want to force him into anything especially when he doesn't even know if he wants to do it himself. He doesn't fully understand the situation but... He knows this is the right thing to do. ]
[While it's true Hinata closes his eyes when he spikes, Kageyama wasn't really expecting that trust to extend off the court. He's startled into silence for a little longer than Hinata.]
Are you sure? You don't have to either.
[If Hinata's taking his feelings into consideration, he'll do the same. He's not a huge fan of forcing the issue when it comes to this.]
[That's really nice, but he can't help being a little concerned. Again there's a pause before he continues.]
Hinata, we're not on the court. You don't have to trust me.
[That's his old team, not Karasuno. But he figures he should still throw it out there. There's nothing requiring teammates to trust each other as much as Hinata trusts in him.]
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Uh... Oh! Yeah. It was beside my head when I woke up. Do you know what it's about?
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You too? [Weird] I don't.
Mine just says 'blindfolds'. [It's so direct it didn't even come with an explanation.
And the blindfold, of course.]
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Huh, really? [ That's different. His card is lost in his bed sheet somewhere at home, but he remembers what it says. ]
Mine said, uh, 'gags'. I think I talked to someone who had one of these before.
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Y-Yeah. He had a crossdressing card, and he was... supposed to do that while... doing things. You know.
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[There's silence on Kageyama's end for a long while.]
So... [The thought of wearing the blindfold is an automatic no right now.] What happens if you don't?
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Not that he's all that good at that, but he tries. ]
Hmmm, I don't think anything happens? But you get stuff if you do them, I think. I don't know what.
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Did... he have to be the one... doing what the card said? Or does it just have to be involved?
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[ He's so excited at even the thought that it takes him a while to realize Kageyama's asked more questions. ]
Oh, uh, I think so. I'm not sure, I could be wrong. It seems like it if you're the one given it, you know?
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[The intimidate and visceral reaction is-]
No.
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Huh? Do you have something against them? It's not that big of a deal, is it?
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[It's the part of the reason he can articulate.]
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[ He supposes he can understand that but... ]
If you're using it while doing stuff then you'll just be at home with someone you trust, right? It's not that bad.
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No. It is.
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[ They're not accusing questions, and Hinata's voice is simply gently curious. He wants to know is all. ]
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I trust you. It'd still be weird.
[That's a little more than he'd usually say, but all true.]
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Okay. Then we won't use it.
[ Simple as that. Hinata doesn't want him to be uncomfortable, doesn't want to force him into anything especially when he doesn't even know if he wants to do it himself. He doesn't fully understand the situation but... He knows this is the right thing to do. ]
If you want me to wear it I don't mind trying.
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Are you sure? You don't have to either.
[If Hinata's taking his feelings into consideration, he'll do the same. He's not a huge fan of forcing the issue when it comes to this.]
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Huh? Of course I am. If I wasn't I wouldn't have said it.
[ His voice softens, but the sincerity is still there loud and clear. ]
I trust you. 100%, remember? That's what everyone said. It's true, and I know you wouldn't do anything bad.
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Okay. When do you want to do this?
I'm glad you trust me.
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[ Because volleyballs..! ]
Heh. Of course. Only right to trust my setter!
[ Even though they aren't on a court or anything. ]
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[That's really nice, but he can't help being a little concerned. Again there's a pause before he continues.]
Hinata, we're not on the court. You don't have to trust me.
[That's his old team, not Karasuno. But he figures he should still throw it out there. There's nothing requiring teammates to trust each other as much as Hinata trusts in him.]
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[ Well, just that he doesn't expect those words, and they're confusing to Hinata. He doesn't get why the other would say something like that at all. ]
Even if I don't have to, I still do. That's how it is.
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[Or at least, he thinks he is.]
... Okay. I'm just checking.
[that middle school trauma of being left on the court hasn't quite left him yet.]
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Stupid, you don't have to check about something like that. My feelings aren't going to change.
[ Well... ]
Unless you stop wanting to play and hang around with me or something.
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